I'm not meant to be here. I want to leave right now, as I type. I'm just so fed up with everything and everyone. No one matters that much to me, and the activity's I USED to enjoy are just becoming exteint in my eyes cause i would prefer not to be there. I dont know how to take certain things the right way, go down the right road- whatever. I hate not being able to call him and express my feelings to him. I hate the fact that since we are no longer one we have to be seprate and move on. I dont want to move on. I wish we could last forever, i wish I was able to fucking explain this shit to him. Not understanding how you can tell someone you love them, but then when we have a unexpected argument you just leave and move on. That aint love, and im convinced that its not even a strong crush. Congrats to him though, he's the only one that holds my heart in place and without him I cant funtion right .

Seems like Earth hasn't been a good earth to me thus far, so I'll be moving to another planet. - unfortanlly I cant.

3 Comments:

TYRIC,
I have blogged properly.
Anyhow, I feel for you.
One question, why can't you explain your feelings to him ?

By  Simone, at November 22, 2009 at 9:12 AM  

because its hard lol. Like i know we're gonna argue so to avoid that i just don't say nothing ; how dumb right?

By  Tyric, at November 24, 2009 at 6:37 PM  

Go tell him! It's not too late until you're dead. What's holding you back!

If he tries to argue, fight back with love, that's all I can say.

By  Shellz, at November 25, 2009 at 1:03 AM  

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