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MISSION COMPLETE

2009-12-06T16:53:00.001-08:00

Hola!

I decided to clean out my desktop computer, it started running slow a while back ; never had time to fix it. Did to today. Took a long time but I did. And I have my classic photoshop back! The 7th version. Yes, I took it all the way back lol, notice I said classic. Since I was in the mood of cleaning up, I made- well redid a layout that I borrowed from createblog. I like it, love it, think I'll keep altering this CSS cause its so lovely. Like ?

As far that, everything has been fine with me. And for those who want to know if I cut my hair...not yet. But I will defiantly cut it for college. Bye now.

P.S. when I come back, i'm going to really blog about something so be expecting it. Just trying to build some traffic here first.

Smiley face goes here: :)

2009-12-03T14:35:00.000-08:00

I must admit that right about now, right this moment I feel great. I'm kinda wishing I had another layout to work on, but I can't find the right CSS to do something ; plus this is blogspot and its not that much you can do on here. I wish I never closed down my website and this always happens to me. I quit something then I miss it, I realize I do need my own space to add what I want...enough of that that though.

People I think im done dwealing over this boy. We're just going to be friends .... with bennifits of course. I dont let go that easy. I just realize that if I can't have him the way I want him then I'll have to settle for less. I dont want to be violent and hate him because who knows how long that would last so I'll just be his friend. Although we're not talking at the momment cause I slipped up and texted him something I regret but oh well. I felt that way at the momment so I texted it.

I'm going to cut my hair this weekend. I really want to, my friends are telling me not to, but its not about what they want. Its my hair. And I want to cut it, I think I am.

As the turkey gets seasoned.

2009-11-25T03:49:00.000-08:00

It sucks that every time I come on here to blog, its about my love life so enough of that. Just know that we're working it out, and someday it will be all good again. He told me he still loved me and I came back to life :)

Well other then my love life which seems to be getting real movie-ish, I'm doing well. Still have to complete some college applications: Howard University is my number one choice. I'd love to attend just about any HBCU though because I want to still be in a marching band when I leave high school. Can't wait until June to run around so I can graduate and be grown! Since we are on our thanksgiving break I decided that I will spend this time working on stuff, mainly working on getting hosted. *hint hint*. A subdomain anyway.

Have a happy thanksgiving, save me a plate. And dont hurt yourself putting up the christmas tree ! <3.

All because of you

2009-11-17T18:13:00.000-08:00

I'm not meant to be here. I want to leave right now, as I type. I'm just so fed up with everything and everyone. No one matters that much to me, and the activity's I USED to enjoy are just becoming exteint in my eyes cause i would prefer not to be there. I dont know how to take certain things the right way, go down the right road- whatever. I hate not being able to call him and express my feelings to him. I hate the fact that since we are no longer one we have to be seprate and move on. I dont want to move on. I wish we could last forever, i wish I was able to fucking explain this shit to him. Not understanding how you can tell someone you love them, but then when we have a unexpected argument you just leave and move on. That aint love, and im convinced that its not even a strong crush. Congrats to him though, he's the only one that holds my heart in place and without him I cant funtion right .

Seems like Earth hasn't been a good earth to me thus far, so I'll be moving to another planet. - unfortanlly I cant.

Fu** Love.

2009-11-10T17:07:00.000-08:00

I plan on living my whole life with him, and he continues to fucking play with me. I don't want to move on, and I don't want anybody else with him. And I hate the fact that him and my bestfriend are 'bestfriends' because they keep secrects from me. Love stinks. Enough said.

Who am I you may ask.

2009-11-08T06:36:00.001-08:00

Its been so long and dry, having the leave this blog world. I mean at one point of time my life revolved around blogging. I'd come home from school, check other websites, comment the blog, make friends over AIM, blah blah ; just communicate but then it dried up. Nothing about the blog world appealed to me anymore and my domain names became a waste of money because I decided on my own to close my websites. I do thank Oliva for hosting me though, and toward the end of the year or the very beginning I'll most likely get my own domain again. Its weird sharing space - I can't even upload files on blogspot lol.

I have to say that I have missed blogging, and thats why I'm here. If you're trying to guess who I am, and havn't realized my picture at the top....I'm Tyric. Davone Zyare. Illmatic-Life. Yupp. I'm him. Welcome me back with warm internet hugs and stuff like that lol. How are you guys doing? I missed you all, the question is have you missed me?